Don't Turn the Page: On the Strange Grief of a Book Nearly Finished
There is a particular kind of dread that settles in around page three hundred of a book you have loved completely — a slowing of the hands, a reluctance to sit down with it at all. This essay examines that quiet resistance and what it tells us about how we hold onto meaning in a world that rarely offers clean endings. To finish a great book is to grieve something real.